if i traded it allif i gave it all away for one thing

Supposed to be studying bio but I'm blogging all the same. Can't stand diffusion and osmosis. And smart ass me left my notebook in school. Right.

Still grieving over the match. They're so sweet. So so sweet. :( Was hiding out in the toilet cos I didn't want to watch and the bloody other child wanted to. And the stupid door isn't soundproof so I could hear everything. Heard that jiawei won the first match and was so happy. Then escaped out to my room cos I remembered there was such a thing. Closed the door and was really thankful that it shut out a lot of the sound. And jiawei lost the second and third match while I was in there. And my brother said I should go back into the loo cos it was bad luck. So I went back in but she lost the next match anyway.

Decided to watch the last match in the end.

The pain wass excruciating. I didn't want to see her lose like that and I knew it. That's why I didn't want to watch. But oh heck. We still love you. We're still proud of you. You're still our champion. Together with that sweet boyfriend of yours :)

heaven bend to take my hand
and lead me through the fire
be the long awaited answer
to a long and painful fight

truth be told i've tried my best
but somewhere along the way
i got caught up in all there was to offer
and the cost was so much more than i could bear

though i've tried
i've fallen
i have sunk so low
i have messed up
better i should know
so don't come round here
and tell me i told you so

Realised (from dan) that this song so applies to jiawei. :| I'm not gonna cry.