i miss you, i miss you so

Why is my mum always so forgiving towards me? I can't stand it when I'm rude and then she takes it like it's all fine when I feel so fricking guilty. It pisses me off cos she just forgets all about my rudeness and behaves like there's nothing wrong and I've always been a filial daughter. WHY?! I mean, I can't help being rude, I hate talking to her in the morning she's so annoying. But I really want to take my words back when they just come pouring out. URKKKK irritating.

Can you believe it. FAMILY DANCE COMPETITION. On the last day of school. Wonderful. Why is the school so dumb someone tell me? Just because they have no stupid dance thingy to throw to us this year they give us THIS?! What crap lah. And I don't care I'm wearing class tee to school. Who said anything about BRINGING. -_______- Pathetic.

Day was spent reading da vinci code with niccc, listening to mong yak her head off about her YANXNGSHU, and well, practising family dance. Believe me, it sounds really WEIRD to hear mong going off about some guy and how hot it is. It's weirdest when she calls him "my darling" cos, well, she has NEVER been so obsessed about some guy before. And I really mean never. Cool eh.

Choir was nice! :) Not bad lahh. My voice's still quite unstable though. Darn.

Rumbling tummy, off to dinner. Hungrayyyy.