i forgot what it feels like to be normal

The other child used to eat at his computer table a lot and he found tons of roaches stored there. I used to eat at my computer table a lot and I found a lot of roaches stored in the CD compartment. I found a baby roach in the bathroom yesterday and happily killed it. So. I wonder who's been eating in the loo aye.

There's something wrong with my ftp server! It keeps deleting my pictures. Heard from two people that my layout has materialised into thin air and on a few occasions so has my fanlistings. Went to check my ftp account and realised that some new files were missing and the old ones reappeared. *raises eyebrows at dev* And the other time my blog was showing all the old stuff? Looks like it's been reliving the old times. How touching *eyes brim with tears*

Oh, and the popups are getting really unbearable. I have no interest whatsoever with screensavers with beach babes or hunks in them or downloading a new browser which will probably crash my computer. So just leave me ALONE. The bloody popup stopper is so fricking useless. Why is it even called a popup stopper ANYWAY. It blocks windows I WANT to open and doesn't block those which bother me? I swear it's biased against me.

I AM STUCK AT HOME AND BORED TO DEATH.