Sunday, February 20, 2005

and then i go and spoil it all by
saying something stupid like i love you

I AM VERY, VERY ANGRY.

VERY VERY VERY ANGRY! I am so angry that I just ate 4 bananas and still going strong.

Although that guy said he actually would take it but for a stupid reason. Well quite. And although it can be made okay but I AM STILL VERY ANGRY! I HATE THAT BLOODY IDIOT RARHHHHHHHH. I am very angry. And I am a lousy friend. VERY LOUSY ONE. But I love mong. A. Lot.

Don't try to decipher what I'm talking about and just get that I'm just friggin seething cos I suck and I'm lousy and I'm stupid.

And my guitar is very dusty.

NTU concert with mong gen and a few choir people yesterday and it was pretty good. Haha though we were making a lot of noise but er what the heck. At the end standing ovation-ed for miss lim. Er only me gen mong lou yingqi. The rest of the row... didn't stand. So only five people stood up for miss lim in the entire stall seat area. Wow. Crapped a lot la, but can't remember anything so shan't elaborate.

Today out with cherie gen na nat renmeng shiying for the botero thing and it was very, very stupid. Took idiotic photos and stuff like that. Wasted quite a lot of time I guess? We went to city hall mrt twice and raffles mrt twice, for me and gen. Shiying lost her ezlink card :/ Then later went to orchard with gen where I got super pissed. And I'm still super pissed. RARH I don't believe this.

It's the other child's birthday today but because I'm mean and so is he and I suck and so does he, I will not wish him a happy birthday. Cos he's moody everyday anyway and no one can change how sucky his attitude is so I don't friggin care.

Reunion dinner tonight, which means extra boredom. You can kill me right this instance, I planned to die at 14 anyway.

RARH. RARHHHHHHHHHHHHH.