Friday, March 11, 2005

tides that i tried to swim against
have brought me down upon my knees

What a week.

Screwed up amaths and chinese tests, ppr's a mess, parents are going to kill me for sure. Then they'll counsel me and nag about how I'm glued to the computer 24/7 and how I don't pay attention to my schoolwork and they're going to give me stress again cos of the other child's damned A1s.

And then I'll just go straight to ITE, no doubt about it. Hey great and successful people have emerged from ITE okay. I just won't be one of them, that's all.

Mong got exactly the same L1R5 and average as me haha at least that comforted me a bit. I love that girl for making me feel better, although in a bad way. Oh and my favourite. The cohort average for chemistry is a fail. 47. I laughed like hell when I saw that. But I STILL failed chem lower than the average, wow.

So what is the point.

I so completely love the way the school throws a heap of things at us and tells us to do it all by the end of march hols. Or to be more specific, I adore the way wang jian throws us EIGHT chapters of zuoye, gonghan, SEVENTYFIVE chengyus and FOUR express shouces to study before the test on the first week of term 2. ROCKING.

Like I don't have enough to do and scream about already.

Choir's getting worse, I don't know how we're going to pull through tomorrow's workshop if our standard and attitude still stays at this level. Alto 2s were thrown out by miss lim. She's drying up, are we? I think we are. And I think it's time we stopped finding reasons to blame all our mistakes on.

And I hate birds and don't see why we have to be so upset over them.

Cherie gen and I carried out our birthday plan for nat today. In the morning, she received a bottle of listerine for cleaning out the oh-godness-ing and strepsils for her cough and sore throat. We treated that as the end of our present. :) Before lit, a toothbrush and toothpaste set wrapped in newspaper, so she can brush out all the singing during the tests. During freeperiod, a nail clipper, nail file, and some weird polish thing to stop you from biting your nails wrapped in magazine paper, so she will, well, stop biting her nails.

And after school, the mrs field's brownie in the toilet. :D Cherie and gen emerged from the cubicle singing and I dragged nat there. And she thinks that we're a bit crazy for doing it in the toilet and giving her anonymous packages supposedly from a secret admirer.

And I hope jean likes her PINK pelican in a PINK paper bag with PINK gummies to go along. And remember the pelican lies :)

Stayed back today and played a few rounds of mahjong with lix mich mong to destress and soothe our nerves. But later lix mong and jean left and two people can't possibly play mahjong so mich and I, being pathetic, did homework for the rest of the day. Well it was mostly stoning and talking but what the heck. And michelle chia is so damned ego I can't stand it.

Don't like lei and dan for making me cry. Rarh.

Friday is OC day but somehow that doesn't really cheer me up.

Um, bye.