feels like i'm wasting my timehanging on this same old line.

Thank you all of you, I'm much better.

I love everyone. And ____.

However I'm back to moping about syf cos I just heard when you believe on my playlist. And I am once again dying and feeling depressed all over again for no particular reason.

On wednesday cherie mong and I were sitting at the backstage of the drama studio talking and singing along to mong's phone cos it was playing that song, and it's fricking sad.

I'm talking very weirdly but I don't really care. I realised in the past few days how much I adore this choir. How much I love cclgmmhq and how I would never be able to survive in choir for the past 2 years and 3 months plus without the 7 of you.

I seriously cannot, cannot wait for the 19th, when choir resumes.

DAN I NEED TO TALK TO YOU.

i wish you knew it was you
but then again i don't.

"what was i supposed to do, wait for you?"
- marissa to ryan in the oc season 2

I hate feeling this negative. And I wish I never ever ever EVER knew you. Which would be quite hard. Please stop brainwashing me, fuck.