Some Things Never Do Change, Never Do Change.
No sun. Just radiation here. Get it by the lungful.
No time. No way to count the years.
Except by the creaking sounds in your bones.
And I've learned enough to keep my mouth shut.
I've learned enough to watch my back.
And I've learned enough to become wallpaper.
And blend in with the cracks.
I just love Electric President :)
As well as my beloved best friends. :)
Today, I was phoneless and thus lost and insecure and got laughed at by Lei and Limah for being so.
Today, I killed a mosquito in the morning and it was enough to keep me going for the rest of the day (well, almost)
Today, I was so overwhelmed by guilt that I almost died. And now I realised that there are also times when you make me smile. Really wide. :D
Today, we all felt ill and exhausted and realised how much sec four life affects us.
Today, I realised that I don't understand some people as well as I thought I did.
Today, I was and AM currently fed up with people who put their selfish, obnoxious selves before others and completely disregard the other party's feelings.
And then I reprimand myself as I find out that it may be my own impatience and temperament that's destroying me.
You are pushing all of us further and further away and seriously, now we cannot wait to give everything up and step down. Just the thought of being AWAY from all of you pestilential people spurs us on to keep going so we can hand this pathetic group of people over to a new committee SOON and FAST. And whilst I sit here insulting you I want you to HATE me so that you will be more determined to SHOW us that you all are not as lousy as what we think you to be. But, of course, I think all you'll do is to just start shooting your mouth off, send me hate mail, spray pig's blood all over my door and be done with it. And I just have to say this: I don't care any longer how you all do it. We are tired, we've had enough, the fate of the choir is in your hands.
No time. No way to count the years.
Except by the creaking sounds in your bones.
And I've learned enough to keep my mouth shut.
I've learned enough to watch my back.
And I've learned enough to become wallpaper.
And blend in with the cracks.
I just love Electric President :)
As well as my beloved best friends. :)
Today, I was phoneless and thus lost and insecure and got laughed at by Lei and Limah for being so.
Today, I killed a mosquito in the morning and it was enough to keep me going for the rest of the day (well, almost)
Today, I was so overwhelmed by guilt that I almost died. And now I realised that there are also times when you make me smile. Really wide. :D
Today, we all felt ill and exhausted and realised how much sec four life affects us.
Today, I realised that I don't understand some people as well as I thought I did.
Today, I was and AM currently fed up with people who put their selfish, obnoxious selves before others and completely disregard the other party's feelings.
And then I reprimand myself as I find out that it may be my own impatience and temperament that's destroying me.
You are pushing all of us further and further away and seriously, now we cannot wait to give everything up and step down. Just the thought of being AWAY from all of you pestilential people spurs us on to keep going so we can hand this pathetic group of people over to a new committee SOON and FAST. And whilst I sit here insulting you I want you to HATE me so that you will be more determined to SHOW us that you all are not as lousy as what we think you to be. But, of course, I think all you'll do is to just start shooting your mouth off, send me hate mail, spray pig's blood all over my door and be done with it. And I just have to say this: I don't care any longer how you all do it. We are tired, we've had enough, the fate of the choir is in your hands.
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