I Should Stop Wasting My Time (On People Like You)

I am so, so tired.

I am honestly so sick of trying to please everyone around me, apologizing, explaining myself, and getting no acknowledgement in return.

I am so sick of myself taking my parents, my friends, my teachers for granted. The amount of time I have. The mindset that I will be able to pull through without paying attention during lessons, everything.

And I'm thinking, when I felt like that in St Nicks, I always had people there to make me feel better, to realise that everything is not so bad after all. I always had Cherie, Danfong, Gen, Lei, Louisa, Michelle and Nat to help me along and to make me feel less stressed.

But now I have no one.

Nat& hearts on parade says:
hello chingxz
Nat& hearts on parade says:
i love you
Nat& hearts on parade says:
yknw that right

Thank you Nat, I'm so glad you feel the same way at the same time. I love&miss you so much.

VJ is so empty.