Sometimes I'm So Sorry I Can't Explain

Hello, we look like a huge happy family. :)

I realise, that we as Year2s only have 4 months left in VJ choir, and 2 months for those who aren't going for the Wales trip. And looking at how 3 months just whizzed by so quickly, I'm going to treasure these 4 months like I've never had before, because I know we're going to miss it when it's gone and miss all the people and the music we produce. It's been so long since I felt the spirit of this choir.

This choir has given me such beautiful memories in various forms. It let me get to know so many nice people who are so enjoyable to be with and it gave me this handful of wonderful friends that I will never imagine to have in any other CCA. Not forgetting the studying buddies :D I'm sorry I didn't learn to appreciate all of you sooner.

And of course the experience of filling all the various places with our voices, and how we shed so many tears and droplets of sweat with the hard work we put in to get SYF right. Sectionals before choir, after choir, after school. Helping each other get the right tones and notes (anagram of tones!). Seeing the musico carrying keyboards running everywhere. Sobbing our hearts out when we couldn't get through the first audition. And this year, our own CD, our own trip to the UK, and a spectacular SOV :)

It's been a long time since I really felt what I sang. This SOV we shall break the VJ choir tradition of stoning on stage and enjoy the music while focusing on our sound at the same time :)

I really hope all the year2s can make it for Wales, because it's actually pretty cheap for a UK trip and it'll be a good break from studying and it's definitely going to be damn a lot of fun :D I can't wait already! The best part is that we're going there to spread the wonders of French tongue-twisters and Japanese songs about children. So exciting haha! :)

VJ Choir, I really do love you. Let's do this together. :)

I don't know why but recently I feel like a changed person. Maybe the company the past few days made me wake up somehow. Maybe it's The Leap Years (which is a fricking beautiful movie by the way, don't listen to the local reviews) that made me see how nice and heartwarming this world could be :) I wonder how long this renewed feeling will last haha, because I've felt this millions of times but they never hang around for very long. Must capture it and stuff it into a cage where it won't drift away :) it's a very nice, enlightened feeling.

I really want to try again all of a sudden, but I know it's not so easy. I do see you a bit clearer now, and I do know that you are actually pretty much like me. But like poles repel, don't they.

I do miss you, you just don't let me.