Don't Hide Anymore
Sometimes all you need is something trivial to happen, to trigger you to discover that whatever you've been thinking about was a lie, was a mistake, and that idea of yours was never that solid to begin with. I was so blind during this period last year, not to mention fickle and immature. I'm glad to be over that stage. And you may be happy to know that it was you who inspired me to do so and drove all those ugly thoughts outta my head, even though it was a really rude awakening as to who I really am. But I'm thankful that I'm more open-minded now when I could never understand what I was doing in the past. Will try not to make similar errors in the future.
Sorry for not being strong enough, but you pushed me away either way. My promise still stands, if you even want to open your mouth at all. I still care somewhat I guess, it just no longer matters to me what we had, currently have, or will have. Yes it's finally mutual, you can celebrate now.
I see self-centeredness manifest itself in so many people (some people more than others ahem) and in so many ways these days, including myself, I admit. Terrible how this is the way the world is meant to be.
Anyway, it feels great to have nothing un-worthwhile to think about when you're supposed to be studying. So.. why am I still stoning at my notes and tutorials. Someone answer me. 8 marks for your effort. No evaluation needed. Just state your stand.
Can I not write my own testimonial?
I can't praise myself, especially in the Intellectual Qualities aspect, when my involvement in class entails asking brainless questions and giving snarky comments and arguing with teachers about horrible grammar. (most of the time during Biology) Or grunting when I sleep. Or something.
I can't wait for
(a) Christmas
(b) which means Carolling
(c) Chinese New Year
I saw this girl doing cross-stitch on the bus that day. Feel like taking out my old stuff to fiddle with. YES I USED TO DO CROSS-STITCH, and I have unfinished pieces stashed somewhere in my cupboard. CANNOT AH. Damn you for being judgmental.
Studying with the seat-partners on Tuesday, can't wait to see them again, together with the old favourite school ohgoodnessgraciousme. I so miss St Nicks and those days when school gave me something to look forward to and teachers were so much more patient and understanding. Ohwell gone are those days.
Sorry for not being strong enough, but you pushed me away either way. My promise still stands, if you even want to open your mouth at all. I still care somewhat I guess, it just no longer matters to me what we had, currently have, or will have. Yes it's finally mutual, you can celebrate now.
I see self-centeredness manifest itself in so many people (some people more than others ahem) and in so many ways these days, including myself, I admit. Terrible how this is the way the world is meant to be.
Anyway, it feels great to have nothing un-worthwhile to think about when you're supposed to be studying. So.. why am I still stoning at my notes and tutorials. Someone answer me. 8 marks for your effort. No evaluation needed. Just state your stand.
Can I not write my own testimonial?
I can't praise myself, especially in the Intellectual Qualities aspect, when my involvement in class entails asking brainless questions and giving snarky comments and arguing with teachers about horrible grammar. (most of the time during Biology) Or grunting when I sleep. Or something.
I can't wait for
(a) Christmas
(b) which means Carolling
(c) Chinese New Year
I saw this girl doing cross-stitch on the bus that day. Feel like taking out my old stuff to fiddle with. YES I USED TO DO CROSS-STITCH, and I have unfinished pieces stashed somewhere in my cupboard. CANNOT AH. Damn you for being judgmental.
Studying with the seat-partners on Tuesday, can't wait to see them again, together with the old favourite school ohgoodnessgraciousme. I so miss St Nicks and those days when school gave me something to look forward to and teachers were so much more patient and understanding. Ohwell gone are those days.
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