Thursday, August 14, 2008

Question: What Now?

And I'm online again.
Updating CCA records. (and finding an excuse to visit my old pal Cyberspace)
I really suck at disciplining myself don't I.
Lix and I walked past the tickleart exhibitions after studying in town on Monday.
There was a pseudo Singapore flag and several questions and it said
"Is there any Singaporean who wants to ask a question?"
The artist left a number.
I wish I could bombard her with questions.
But Lix and I sent in one each anyway.
What if?
What now?


I can't study. Too distracted.

Maybe I'm just not tough enough to take this.
I can't give in and return to the past, nor can I continue.
So I'm stuck.
So I'm torn apart at a crossroads I never imagined myself to reach.

Yet I know what I must do.
Only staying strong can help us now.
Unless this proves to be too much to bear.

So bad, so bad.

I know I gotta be strong for you,
But how?
I hope you've stopped.
And I hope you have someone to talk to about this.
You shouldn't feel like returning to the past,
Cos I don't regret knowing, not one bit.
Only...

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.

Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past

Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?
I'm hoping that I will hear from you soon

Thank you for everything
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
So please don't be a part of my past

So says Daphne Loves Derby. And my entire heart and soul.

!@#$%

Oh, Phelps is cool.
And VJ is cooler for showing the Olympics on the plasma screen. But they stopped today. Probably cos of the overwhelming response when Phelps came on TV and broke another world record. That guy's on a roll yo.
Gym is coolest. I wanna watch Nastia Liukin BUTTTTTTT there's school tomorrow. Time for another late night when the all-rounders repeat.. :) And there goes another day of should-be studying.

I built you a home in my heart,
With rotten wood, it decayed from the start
And I'm happy to say, I think you're finally gone.
Wasn't concrete to begin with anyway. :)
BYEBYE arse.
And byebye again, WWW!
Till... Some Day.