Saturday, November 22, 2008

It's Not Supposed To Be This Way

Hah.
The Days After The Big 'A's.

What exactly was that that just passed, actually?
I only vividly remember myself just entering VJ and cheering along during orientation with the rest of my cohort like we just escaped from some asylum. I think, I just wasted my 1.75 years studying because this major exam didn't seem major to me at all. It's definitely not my best. Dreading the results.

Meanwhile Thursday, the End Of It All, was fun, cycled with the class at East Coast to some ulu part of Singapore. Wanted to go all the way to Changi Beach but we were too tired plus there wasn't enough time. So we stopped at this really pretty place with rocks and breakwater and camwhored. Some photos for you to ogle at.


The class! :D Nice photo.


The brotherhood (:


Ooh jumpshot at the rocks!


Haha looks like a family portrait.


The third major exam in our lives is over. :)

Went shopping with Sherwin yesterday and today went chilling with Jian Keith Sherwin Wayne after visiting tea party in school, and May and Rhoda joined us for dinner at Popeye's. It was good to catch up. Missed everyone so much.

Meanwhile it's going to be hectic these few days and I think I'm gonna hate it cos of the extra stress, even though exams are already over, darnit. But it's alright I guess. My job as a person in this world. Haha emo kid yoyoyo. It's true that the next two weeks will be busy as hell though, with birthdays, choir, prom, catching up with so many people. Wah. Fuck. Haha.

I want to go back to school, I want to wear school uniforms again, I want to have my whole life planned out for me like how school dishes out timetables at the beginning of each year, I want my stepping stones to be laid out for me and I want them to be sturdy and ensure that I will never fall.

But that would only happen in my dreams. So naive aren't I. That's who I am. But I know all of you secretly wish, that you could just move forward knowing for sure where you're headed.

This is so useless.