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Am I asking for too much?

Haha seriously.
Actually, who am I to think so highly of myself, right?
So a lot of people are probably thinking, why would she be able to pull through?
Who does she think she is?
Does she think she's even THAT great, that perfect?
Give it up already.
Your flaws are so many that even people who love you can't scramble quickly enough to forgive all of them.

Forget it, just forget it.