Tuesday, May 26, 2009

What Now, Genius

Hi.

I am a confused girl and I hate making decisions, especially when this decision concerns my entire future, and also jeopardises my leisure time and all the relationships I have ever forged with other human beings.

I saw the stupid joint application site like just what, AN HOUR AGO, STUPID people who only inform me after the BLOODY tea session is over giving me ZERO OPPORTUNITIES WHATSOEVER TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THIS WHOLE NEW UNFAMILIAR, OBSTACLE-LADEN PATH THAT JUST MATERIALISED IN FRONT OF ME and oh, will materialise BACK into NOTHINGNESS if I don't make up my fucking mind in 5 days.

It's like an atomic bomb waiting to explode and I am stranded in a middle of a deserted island surrounded by trees for tools and books of sand for information on how to dismantle it.

Care to help me out a bit here? !@#$%