She Feels Her World Sliding

And I shall grit my teeth and tell myself,
Everything is going to be fine.
You will not feel hatred, jealousy,
you will not yield to your selfishness.
You will not be impatient,
you will be Selfless.
If everything is alright for you,
it will be alright for me.
If everything will be alright for me,
it has to be alright for you.

And I shall grit my teeth this coming week and tell myself,
Everything is fine.
For the next three years.
It will all turn out the way I want it.